"The more you can't get... the more you will treasure..."-vaneh
Quite true on that arh... hmmm, I was thinking.. most of the times, when we want something, we will work super hard and put in in a lot of effort just to get what we want..
But after we get what we want... we will tend to take it for granted and start to leave it aside...
But of course, we still have people who are nice from the start till the end... though these people are rare... they can be found tooo!!! hehe.. So maybe things can work out better if everyone is like that... right???
Someone asked me today,
"have you asked her about her past??"
I replied,
"no, I don't want to..."
Continuing, I told him, she would have told me long ago if she wanted to.
Truth is...
I don't know whether should I or should I not ask. I wanted to know... but sometimes, past hurts, and I don't want to see her that way... it would be deep guilt if I were to happen to dig up any bad memories... So long as I see her stay happy this way, I think it would be enough. So much I want to know... then... it would be unfair to her... and why should I be???
Everytime, people ask me about me and her.
What can I tell?
ha...
maybe if there's a day I have a nice answer to this, the sky would drop...
haha...
No high hopes... just trying my best.
To be there for her whenever she wants anyone.
But somehow, I've made up my mind.
Shall see... ^^
She's starting work soon, hope she can have a smooth journey in whatever she will be doing... GoOd LuCk and WorK HarD!!! ^^
~signed off~
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